I'm feeling...a little emo, and a lot reflective right now. I think, (and I am not trying to jinx anything) that it is officially Spring, after the most mild Winter Pittsburgh has had in the past 10 years. Pittsburghers- am I wrong?!
Although it did snow a tiny bit today, (ie 10 minutes) it was also sunny at some points. So strange.
Spring is also showing through my beautiful little orchid- it is blooming, with 2 additional buds!
Van will graduate with his MBA from Carnegie Mellon in 2 months. He has interviewed all over the country, but we are hoping to move back to CA to be closer to family. Nothing is definite at this point. I don't want to talk about anything too much, until something definite happens- but you guys will be the first to know where we are headed next, or if we are staying in Pittsburgh. Also, Van and I are getting MARRIED in 3 months and are fortunate to be going on a honeymoon to Europe afterwards.
Right now- I'm just trying to focus on the next 3 months, and with the sage advice from my mother- not put too much pressure on myself with wondering what is next. But, I'm not going to lie, it's hard...can you feel me? If you know me- you know that I am a planner, and I'm not a fan of not knowing anything. Especially, where I'm going to be living in 3 months, the housing/moving situation, or what I'll be doing in terms of school/employment. Blah.
Anyways, although there is a lot of uncertainty in our lives right now- I'm trying to look at our situation optimistically and be excited about it. Trying.
Positive thoughts/vibes/prayers are always appreciated- and especially now.